Thursday, April 20, 2006

A Need for Space

Strange thing really. But I find myself getting a little distant from people nowadays. Even when I'm given the opportunity to hang out, or some free time, I end up hanging at home, or at the office. Almost as if I actually like being by myself... Why's that? Eh, I'm suppose to be pure extrovert leh!

Alone, but strangely not lonely. Hmm... Maybe my narcissism has grown. Again. HAH!

4 comments:

DirtyDancer said...

got me thinking...

all my life people have called me extrovert... so much so that i actually believed and felt that i had a duty to act like one.

in recent years though, i realise that however attention-seeking i am at times, when i'm tired, or feeling a little down, i just want to go home, pig out on ben and jerry's and read or watch tv. i even like eating out, having a nice lunch or dinner by myself.

i guess being with people can make me tired. i hate having to be charming and sweet and funny all the time because friends expect that from me. i hate having to nod and agree with people's opinions because giving an alternative viewpoint will draw gasps and expressions of shock.

it's such an act i put up.

you know, till this day, ppl still describe me as an extrovert but in all honesty, i really don't think it's all that accurate

The Horny Bitch said...

Muz be cos u blog too much that's y don feel like talking to people.

sÞ¡ηηєє said...

hehehe sound like me.

i guess as time goes by, u realise what u really want is time of your own.

you rather entertain yourself than to wear a mask & entertain the rest.

Kismet said...

Same! Totally agree with you bro. Been feeling the same.